hm...
I'm almost 14 years YOUNG, I'm fat and ugly and stupid and clumsy. waittt, too many to mention if it's about my bad side :"(
intinya sih gada yg bagus ttg aku haha -_-
dulu, aku ini anak yg suram. suram. suram. suraaaaaaaaaaaaaam banget. bahkan mencap diri sendiri sbg anak yg ga bahagia. ejekan masa kecil kurang bahagia (MKKB) atau "mati aja lo" emg umum di jaman sekarang, tp buat aku, itu bukan sekedar ejekan. so be careful to say those words to me! or I'll get reaaaally angry xp
my life changed when I.........
when I........ I don't even remember -____-
I don't know since when I started to change myself.
yaudah lah ya, toh yg penting udah berubahnya ini, hehe. tapi nyatanya ko masih jarang sholat yaaa? hemhem kafir ya aku -,-"
what I search right now...
is a true friend. a best friend. a friend forever. a friend for the lifetime (bner ga spellingnya? sok sih pake bahasa inggris segala -,-).
sampe sekarang belum pernah ketemu. emg beberapa kali ketemu "temen deket" yg kukira "sahabat". but then I realize, we're not. hubungan yg bakal patah gitu aja karena masalah jarak atau waktu... itu hubungan yg dangkal. bukan maksud buruk jg sih ngomong gitu.
sahabat itu... dibutuhkan. from all people in this world, at least, have just ONE true friend. a friend that will always be there for you. and then find a love.
ONE true love, ONE true friend, all for ONE lifetime :)
I'll not try to suicide again. I'll try to do my best on my own. I'll try to keep on living, let it flow. because I realize, there are so many things I want to do while I'm still breathing. that's why... I'll smile and face the world.
haha postinganku bahasanya beraaaaaaaaaaaattt.
yaudah lah ya, sampe segini aja. bye bye, write again later :*
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